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originally uploaded by lapoetto on 14 Jan ‘08, 12.54pm CET PST.

Foto: Germán Saez

Push Away Thoughts of You originally uploaded by S {weet} L {aughter} P {hotography} on 21 Aug ‘07, 3.17am CEST PST.

Copyright © 2007 Ashly Ehlmann

ON EXPLORE!

I had this up before but due to negative comments and not understanding what this photo was about I took it down. I have decided to put it back up. I feel that it is really important to put it up. It shows how I feel…

To me this photo is about my pain and suffering. When my fiance broke off our engagement for another woman, i had to find a way to show how I really truly felt about it. I still feel beautiful (on the inside) I just feel broken and I feel this photo shows that. The position I have my body in is the "ehh life is stressen me out". I put my hands like that when Im giving up. haha. My face out of the photo is to show how I am forgetting him. I really like this photo.

Art is not just about the end product but the journey you take to get to the product. Its about the mood, feelings, and emotions you are feeling at the time of the process.

self portrait originally uploaded by (rhythm and) days on 2 Sep ‘07, 2.40pm CEST PST.

I Pick therefore I Am. originally uploaded by infxualbydesign on 31 Aug ‘07, 2.46am CEST PST.

Strobist Info: Olympus FL-36 through white umbrella above and right at about 45′ fired by ebay remote
Raw conversion in lightroom

Learn how to light at Strobist.

09.02.07 {depression hurts} originally uploaded by brookenovak on 2 Sep ‘07, 10.40pm CEST PST.

Depression. I try my best to hide it, but many of ya’ll know about my struggle. I’ve had good years and bad years as I’ve gone through doctors, countless medications, prayer counselors, psychologists, psychiatrists, small groups, friends… There are definitely lots of days when I can’t function and don’t want to live anymore. After 8 years of riding the depression roller coaster, I’m just so tired.

I do have hope in God’s bigger plan. I do have a joy that my life does have meaning and purpose. But moving forward everyday is still hard. If ya’ll would please keep me in your prayers this week as I am trying yet another treatment to help me be able to function every day. I’ll be admitted to Emory Hospital next week for a clinical trial involving deep brain stimulation. Thanks.

On a lighter note, I’ve run some 5k’s recently! I traveled with Lou Anne & John to the mountains of Maggie Valley North Carolina to run a “moonlight 5k” and the next weekend ran with my fellow Fit Wit boot campers in the Grant Park 5k. Running is getting slightly easier, but I am still having a hard time running more than 2-3 miles for everyday training. Here are my newbie running times thus far:

Race :: Distance :: Time :: Pace
Fit Wit Mile :: 1mile :: 7:09 :: 7:09
Peachtree Road Race:: 10k :: 60:00 :: 9:40
Maggie Valley :: 5k :: 26:26 :: 8:31
Grant Park :: 5k :: 25:23 :: 8:11

Help me if you can. originally uploaded by kacendre on 9 Jun ‘07, 2.53pm CEST PST.

model:me
by:me

Again. originally uploaded by E x.!! [ I m ♡ s h ] on 25 Mar ‘07, 1.20am CET PST.

♥Dita♥ originally uploaded by solea on 11 Dec ‘06, 10.47pm CET PST.

Day 52: like a woman was a drum…like a body was a weapon originally uploaded by Stay Green on 15 Mar ‘07, 2.15pm EDT PST.

Day 52 of 365.

Look, another quirky tee-shirt!

For the love of Moby originally uploaded by J. Star on 3 Feb ‘07, 9.38pm EST PST.

Who’s your favorite? Why?

bombay originally uploaded by aperitive on 19 Jan ‘07, 12.04am EST PST.

RSG evolution of a photo.

Day 25 originally uploaded by oliwkowygaj on 15 Dec ‘06, 10.59am EST PST.

Today is not a good day for SP… there is grey outside and that means it’s too dark inside
that’s why all photos are out of focus or/and with noise.
That is the only one photo looking not so bad…

of love and other demons originally uploaded by seventytw0dpi on 2 Jul ‘06, 11.16pm CEST PST.

Sarah and Kate originally uploaded by katiefinn on 16 Dec ‘05, 8.52pm PST.

Missing Halog originally uploaded by stechico on 19 Jan ‘06, 6.57am PST.

It’s been about 5 years to this day since a dear friend passed away. I guess that is why I like to go snowboarding… to remember the good times with him on the mountain, and to just remind myself that Life is short.

POTD (January 14, 2006)

Note: Thanks to Ryan for being "my tripod and remote shutter."

*Blogged: Missing Halog
*Photo made Interestingness for January 18, 2006. The date it was uploaded.